I love to sleep till noon. (:

I had not change , have you?

I'm not tired , are you?
I'm not giving up , are you?

Maybe i had already missed everything or is it fate?

Just hate the way you treated me.

Was not in a good mood but nobody sees it. [ Luckily ]

You know human hearts are just like glasses , it's really fragile. Maybe your words may just hurt somebody tens times deeper as much as you had thought. Just felt that i am really those who speaks what i'm thinking. Seriously. Close ones, if i knew they can take it, i just speak freely. BUT, sometimes, i overlooked lots of things...

Maybe life is just like that. Nobody is perfect. Nobody can please anybody forever and suit to one's lifestyle and all forever.

My pace of life is fast, i can't stop down and ponder upon things that can't be changed. Maybe, time can let everything that matters alot rest.

I just decided to continued to go on. Drive on. Work on. Strive on. Till the very last.

Hang on.

My english teacher inspired me. (:

In life there's always two choices.

Now, I have two choices, it's either to be happy or to not to be happy.

I had choose to be happy and it will continue to stay this way...(:

Just realized i wasn't able to expressed my feelings out in this blog. I only wished to keep everything to myself.

Mummy say that i am very dumb cause i always stick to my close ones but in return they only approach me when they are really alone and nobody to hang out with.True True. I find it true. Frankly speaking, it hurts me and affected my feelings quite a lot.

Maybe sometimes i'm really too stupid?

Anyway, theng should be having this same feeling as me bah.

Hais.

I gonna change for the better, i don't need you to accompany me anymore. I do not want mummy to have this kind of mentality cause it hurts so much.

And i want to be stronger, i don't want people to find me weak in terms of everything.

P/S : Don't ask me anything about this post. Cause i don't want to confront, i don't want to approach, i don't want to speak all these out, that's why i choose to write here. If you choose to ask me or approach me instead regarding this issue, it really defeats my purpose. I do not write this for anybody to see, i just want to write down my feelings...

-Sometimes, laughers, a wide smile does not really connect with one's feeling. It's just a great way to hide one's feeling and let other's know that one is really fine when they are aren't.

Back to the days when i just joined wenyi. Everything was pretty fresh , days passed so fast, everyone seemed to changed alot. Be it males or females, i missed them alot. The times where we got tgt like a family . Chu shi or even enjoying ourselves at the chalet. Time flies too fast, i can't catch up already. I would like to sit down and rest and think of the beautiful times i have had. I still love wenyi as much as before , and it will never change.

(: