I guess love is difficult.

One of the suckiest and most frustrating facts of life is that sometimes relationships just end, often without reason. I truly believe that some times both men and women simply run out of love, even when there was a lot of it in the beginning.

You can love your friends... You can love your family... You can even love every stray dog or stray drummer that crosses your path. HOWEVER, you have to learn how to love yourself, like yourself, and put yourself first before you will ever find the healthy, loving, and lasting realtionship that you've been looking for.

Out of a sudden. I felt a bit of sadness , a bit of unhappy and a bit of weird. Something is bothering me but i don't know what it is. Is it tomorrow's MYE results? I guess maybe 10 percent Or Is it that i lost a lot of things that can't be taken back again? I guess maybe 50 percent Or is it because i really have no confidence in myself for everything i do now? I guess it 's the left over 40 percent

I felt happy that i am once happy.

I felt elated that i had once enjoyed that moment.

I felt wasted that that moment it gone with time.

I felt upset, everything is gone.

Maybe, i haven't change at all. Everything in my heart is still the same. It didn't disappear out of a sudden. It was just buried deep down. It was just neutralized with the time. But now everything suddenly pours out, and my mood starts to swing again.

HELLO!

Life is great cause mid-year exams had just ended. (: Wonder how much white strands of hair have been grown out. -HAHA.
I have not been blogging for years. ): no time and also a bit of laziness. laughs. Anyway, nobody reads my blog so it doesn't matter much.

I guess i've grown up. Emotionally , physically! I've looked across some things that seemed rather childish now. haha.
Studying, I'm still a nerd who studies at home. ))): Sad. NO time to play around or slack or do those things which i love. Actually, i kind of hate this kind of lifestlye, it's driving me mad seriously. BUt no choice life is like that. I have to live with it. BOO-HOO.

NO photos, blogger's fault not mine .LOL.