I am an idiot.
I swear i will not believe to all yr words anymore..

It's very sad when you believe that somebody but that somebody just don't mean what they say and toy yr trust.
It makes me feel like a retard. It hurts to see another you, a totally different you.
It makes me hates you.
Alot, and i am sure it's alot.

You don't mean anything from the start.
And you sucks!

P/S: please do not ask me who is that retarded freak. tyvm

Hello,
Have been back school for cca the past two days and today is the last for the week! It's tiring! And today i shall sleep at a later time! (: YAY!.
I'm dead bored now..and have nothing to do! )): ZZZ.
Shall have a nap later cause i haven been having enough sleep lately.

& tomorrow i am going k-box for countdown! ((: Whoohoo. But, i will miss lion dance training. ):
Hais.

p/s I am too lazy to post the pics taken ytd during training. I'll post them soon! :D

Bye , miss me lots!

Flood this post with pictureys, ^^

Hello.
These are all the photos. Hehey! Uploaded them all at one go. (: I don't know how should i go about saying all the pics, so you just look through yrself. ((;
Today, went out with lao thengggg,lao ee, lao long and lao han...& that lao liang didn't come. He's a PIG who sleeps alot. HAHA. ops, sorry ah, no off. P/S : he might be reading my blog. :X
Basically, it was very fun today. (: Went dance till 11pm then go meet them.
Played b-ball>Laolong house (raining,See the pics) :D>went home(changed)>compasspoint
I must say here, Theng ah theng, please cheerup and get cheerful soon! ): Hais. Don't like to see you emo. Not nice, not fun.
Well, gonna go sleep if not tmr can't wake up for dance practice )):
Me=Poorthing
ZZZ

Why is it so hard letting somebody go?

I'm sad.
I'm very sad.
I'm very very sad.
I'm very very very sad.
I'm very very very very sad.
I'm very very very very very sad.
I'm very very very very very very sad.
I'm very very very very very very very sad.
I'm very very very very very very very very sad.
I'm very very very very very very very very very very sad.
I'm very very very very very very very very very very very sad.
I'm very very very very very very very very very very very very sad.

I feel like having a munch of chocolate right now! ):

Yesterday slept at around 4 plus. Don't know why can't get to sleep. ): Haiz. Somemore i alone at home. So sad right? ): Anyway, there are always kind souls who listen to me and talk to me (: THANKS a million!

Let me continue,
As a result, today i woke up at 4pm. HAHA. Abit abnormal lah, i know. LOL. Andthen...i stayed at home again for the whole day. )):
So bored, my life is so boring! ZZZ.
but it's okay, tmr will be better..(: Maybe going eat with 'bu yao dui wo zai shuo ai' and lz. Maybe going lan with theng?
Don't know yet.
But confirm going for a x'mas party!
YAY!
((:
i want presents! :D


Anyway, happy early merry x'mas!

five
four

three

two
one
No middle finger, look carefully! (:


super women! LA-LA.


one, two, three, four..hi-five.
sin sin looking at BGL. tsktsktsk. LOLS

Just came back after a talk with theng. She's so kind to accompany me go have dinner! Shared quite alot of troubles and stuffs. Hmm, i've just realized friends around me aren't as happy as i've always thought. Hais. I don't know what to say when i hear all the troubles and all...I'm not very good at giving advices but i am a good listener. (: I hope you could cheer up!

Life is just so unfair. Nobody could help it either. Yes, i knew it myself deep in my heart that some things are just impossible. BUT, i also knew that at least i've tried. (: So i have no regrets anyway.

Life is just too much. Nobody could help it either. I wonder why the more i hope, the more i look forward, the more i wish, the more upset and disappointing i get.

I'm just too into it. I'm just too stupid. So, i told myself to give up and don't try so hard anymore. I told myself to look at the beautiful sky, maybe someaday, someone will take over your place.


To that two lady:
Hey, cheer up girls! Why one , two cheerful friends got so upset already. Really, i felt so disheartening when i hear all these. ): Sorry , i really can't help in anything. But i really wish you all well.
Sometimes, the timing and all are just not right. Really, all these are just things that yall can't help it.
I just wanna say, at least he is once yr's. He once love you before. That's good enough, seriously.
Cheerup , be happy ! :)

loves.