I'm a retard in leading a happy life.
Nothing seemed to brights up my day now.
A smile , laughters , lame jokes..
weell, these are all ways to hide my inner feelings.
nobody will ever know how i feel now cause i don't even know it myself.

Am i a failure? Even such a simple thing called STAYINGHAPPY...i can't make it.
Don't say i am always emo, cause i really don't wished to be labeled this way and don't know why.
Everything doesn't seemed right. I don't know why. You can move few steps forward but soon finding yourself back to square one.
Everything is so hard, i wonder why. seriously.
Nothing could be done...
i am unable to move on. IDON'T KNOWWHY.
I really wished to take a rest but i can't.
all scrambled pieces again...it's so hard to fix it back like before!
):

Am i crazy or falling in love?

Hais, i don't know why i can't get to sleep yesterday night! Weird and terrible.Seemed like i only catch a few hours of sleep ): yawns.
heard that tomorrow's getting back report book. ): I don't wish to get back. Hope the ranking in class will be a nice one.
Anyway, don't know why....many things are bothering me. Simple things just gets complicating. hatesit.

vionna, hang on.

loves.

BLOG, WAKE UP!

HELLO. blog are you dead yet? Wakeup! (:

internet was down and so i wasn't able to upload photos and blog. Have been busy recently and also i have so lots of photos to upload. Wait okay! (:

17/10/09:

justus birthday! went to ate at don't know what hotel.

pictures to be uploaded!

25/10/09---26/10/09:

Went for alastair's birthday chalet. (: It was okayok cause filled with small kids.

lol. stayed there for a day. (: Pictures to be uploaded again.

27/10/09:

went to science centre with class.lecture was boring! photos to be uploaded AGAIN! haha

seesee..i have so many photos to upload. but i've no enough time. ):

yay, i love you internet. ((:

loves.

After school. (:


Drawn by theng (: love it alot alot.
<3



aunteh lucy (: Laugh must laugh cause it's
from two cute auntehs. wantheng and waner.
:DDD



lovely doveys. take 1..

lovely doveys. take 2...(((:

my small lil bithday cake from sis and her baby. ((:

thankyou so much i will not forget although it's like abit small..

haha.

me and fel.(: during chu shi as you can

see the extra twist there. L-OL

me and mel monkey!(:

vionna and kaiying.(:

acting one tall?? laughs.

Like i forced him to take like that ):

Quick Say *YAY* Faster shout* hoooray*
Exams are finally OVER. I am so over the moon now! (: Have not been relaxing myself and slacking with sis for a long long super long time. Today i'm going to stay out late! ((: Happy happy. Well, my memory card is still not with me. No choice lah. S-ORRY. Tomorrow there is a chushi but then i don't think i will be able to make it ): SAD! Cause it's my cousin's birthday.

A small notice : my cousin's name is jun yuan which is absolutely same as ah cao?? i think bahh.

haha. (:

there's still photo's actually but hais. ): next time lah.

loves.

waner say i am the laundry women ):


After legs get hitted by the water bombs



me and liang zheng(:



wenyi precious(:

lovely 5

purple and me (:

aunty lucy by waner and theng <3>
wenyi hunks^^

birthday people.
^^

me and kian ping (:

kian ping (:

camera shy.

cuddle up ((:

The legs were extra! ):

sweet^^

one two three four

dancing sorry sorry. HAHA

opening present(:

jia lo mee(:

uncle melvin (: haha

hot bro in law.^^

(: lols the comb.

after water games.

(: love the presents

HAPPY birthday. the birthday cake.

in the children's area. haha

I'm a SLOW poke!all peopooo are posting wenyi chalet photos up i haven't! ):

I'm going to post up soon and i am sure cause tmr last day of my EOY! I am so happy lah! (: hehokay, i have very little pics with me now. cause my memory card is not with me and all snatch from precious blogs. haha.

lol

okay, here i go! scroll to the top. (:

the chalet was fun fun fun. i love it and wenyi too <3

there's still some more photos. hais. no time post. next post alright?

go to go be a shu dai zi! (: buhbyeeee

lovely five.

loves. siew xing, sinsin and me.



camera shy

hearts

Smile to the cam.

we were stuffing sweets into our mouths.



** promise, i will upload photos another day! cause it's too slow . ):
way to go study. & i missed today's chushi. super emo now. hais!