HELLOEYS! HIYA! ^^
Yesterday went grandma house..kinda mandane. It's still the same old thing...took some pics but not posting cause i am LAZY! ^^
Well then,
today school ends at 11pm..Miracle is that this year's performance is only for teachers.So we got to get home 30 minutes earlier! (: happy. Anyway, went to bbt shop to eat and talk with sinee. AWWS! Cheerup bestie...wish you well.
Hmm, this year didn't went back to pps as my form teacher is not in that school already..mdm tan where can i find you? SAD. Then M and E didn't contact me either. :( Quite sad but even though they contact me i don't think i will go cause not feeling very well. So nvm.
Then today i played during P.E lesson. I need to hit the soft ball using a bat then run to a person standing there. At first, i ran then to the second one then third one didn't..i walked D: then teacher scold me...he ask me to run ard the field..but i refuse to so he ask me to play one more round and i refuse to again...luckily i said something that makes teacher calm down...I said : sorry teacher, i promise not to repeat it again.
LOL. I wonder how i blurbed out all this. haha. Anyway, today was great!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY YO!

Lazy to post. HAHA. Hmm, just watched boys over flower and it's the very first time i am watching. It's so nice (: Don't know why i felt so touched by this show and eyes get watery all the time. LOL. Korean dramma are just to nice ^^ Anyway, was quite emo today cause i kept thinking of sad things..hais. Went to hougang mall then bought nothing cause nothing caught my eye and my bloody money was spent away on gifts. SAD. but nvm i will start saving again. Monday is a half school day-teachersday! YAhooo. (:
Tuesday is a school holiday! YAhoo. buthen dunno got mood go out mahh and plus broke le.
Wednesday school is as usual. ):
BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Then some photos taken during chushi...
manage to steal some from bros bloggey. (:








Btw,
when can i place everything down and never pick up again? When can i try and live on happily...
?

PLEASE READ!

Okay, i know i am KPO , i am extra, you all no need my advices no need my comments..but i am still going to write no matter what.

Promise this will be a short one.

SIS AND SIS IN LAW.
It is not at all worth it for just a small quarrel to ruin everything. It is not worth it. Can't both of you all just think through both sides carefully?
Started with like then to love...I believe there's still love in between.
And are both of you very sure you all can bear to?
And are both of you very sure you all can get use to?
And are both of you very sad now?
And are both of you starting to giveup?

Have you all think through carefully, truthfully ?
Just this small little bitsy bit of thing that cause it?
Regrets later on. I am sure.

From each glimpses you all have exchanged.
Then, unknowingly having special feelings
then, msn
then sms
then started to felt shy while talking
then hang out
then get close
then get tgt
then very happy
then very blissful
then now?

):
Talk it out!






















Fel told me this :
When you was about to love someone and get tgt...you was really scared to see the imperfect side of him..but she realises when she got with him, she already saw BEYOND HIS IMPERFECTION...and that's how i came out with this blog name : BEYOND THE IMPERFECTION
TRUE LOVE DOESN'T HAVE AN ENDING

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, its what you are expected to give — which is everything

LOVES and the best blessing for both of you!
Please think through CAREFULLY and please use your HEART.

HEHS, this was wrote by my dear fel sis,

Can I ask why is everyone being all emo & sad now? It's rubbing off me. :(
Why is everyone suddenly troubled by love? Or becoming all moody & sad because of the word love?
I hate it! >:(
Im feeling kinda emo now, damn it!


My reply for her:
This reason is super simple. WE guys haven't met the correct person..we are all secretly loving somebody whom will not love us back...well, i should say not even like...We are sad that why can't everything just go on our way? Why can't love just be as simple as 1 plus 1? how do i let him know i like him?? Will i just scare him away? Should i just walk away and move on or does that mean by doing that i will be able to forget him? Or had i just missed a great chance by doing that? You have sister in law mah, of cause you long have forgotten about this feeling. Often, people will still think back of their first love when they knew they only love the present. Agree? That is also another confusion in love..weather it's him or him....
and how should you act that till you don't like him in front of so many people whom knew you liked him.?
Well,i can't explain any...cause love is too complicated.

HAIS...i have actually blog yesterday's things out buthen because i am in a rush, i forgotten to save and there goes my post .... lost in the lala land. Anyway..Today i felt super upset, yesterday chushi halfway felt super upset. WEll, i am just like that having mood swings here and there.And i can't help it and i really don't know why am i like that. Most of the time, i felt that there are too many things stacked on my back hence i suffocate,then i think result in mood swings bahh. HAIS. Yes, i admit i am ANTI-SOCIAL...so sometimes i really don't like to talk or play along. Maybe let me get my feelings sorted out neatly first then i play like mad, can? Anyway, today while i am walking back home, i was hoping fel sis will be at home then we could go talk or something?... Buthen she went to chushi if i am not wrong.. ): Forget it. 2 weeks to holidays. (: YAY-ness.

When can i get an answer? Am i purely wasting time now? Am i stupid. I really knew it is impossible but i just have wild thoughts everytime i thought... I have problem even standing beside you. Call be dumb.


Feeling so foolish.
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This will be one final post for the day! Cause i just realised i forgotten to post something and i had read something.
This post is only for you , hwee sian.
I just felt that friendship is golden. it's also like a crystal. clear and pretty but it just shatters when you accidentally drops without taking extra care. Maybe my words are just too mean and strong for you. As a result, it just hurts you. And your expectation for certain things may just be too high for me. And as a result again, i got bothered. But what matters most is that these helps us understand each other more. If none of such things happens i guess it would just be very fragile like a person who had not played basketball and was scared to get hit by it.
I don't know have i hit the jackpot that you will understand my message and be my great friend once again..I hope this small little issue will not affect our friendship.

And what was true is that, well your word hurts me. i admit. What weighs more now is not to calculate what each other had hurt each other or disappoint each other but stay together. ^^
And i also admit having such a great friend like you...i felt blissed, contented and glad.(:

NO matter what you are still a great friend who always cares about me when i am sick and care about my feelings and also accompany me when i am alone.

THANKYOU
and LOVEYOU (:

P.S IN CASE YOU STILL WANNA KNOW ABOUT KIBUM! He is from suju ( handsome right?). the boys over flower de is kimbum not kimbu yea they looked alike. HAHAs.

Hello..
Today was such a tiring day but i didn't get an mood swings or whatever. HAHA.Nice one! (:

Gonna post something which i wanna type out past few days but i have no time to. hmm, i am really not sure how am i suppose to start. LOL.
Firstly, this was the latest post on my previous blog. I will be off for an extremly scary exam next year which is o-levels. And then whole year i will not be able chu shi except for some exception. Then then, wenyi will miss me ( BHB ) then i will miss wenyi for sure! ): Then maybe my coordination in the dragon music will just drop and drop. Maybe when i go back, i will just be a lost cat...AWW,i felt so sad when i thought of all these buthen hehs, tmr there's still a chushi! (: I must enjoy myself then.

Next was what i have apperceive after i had pondered for a long time...you are just a person who manage to just pass my life like a stranger or maybe a friend. I really don't dare to look so far as we were not even counted as friends i guess. Sometimes, when i thought of the past..i find myself ridiculous. Seemed like , everything was what i tried not like what it should be. If i did not try, i guess i will not think until that far. I really hope that i could stop giving myself delusive contentment.It often just made me felt so sad and wishful ): And actually i am scared i may be disappointed again. i shall drop this topic.

Oh-my, it's getting dark and i haven t bathe. YUCKS. Will be posting tmr. (:

LOVES.

Oh, superjunior i loveyou all so muchey! (: KIBUM BET BUT (:

















oh-my, so love suju...if i can't sleep how?

HAHA

HELLO!

Well, this is my new blog. (: I had linked people up but there's still no tagboard due to lazy-ness and i don't think there's a need to. Leave a comment if you want me to link you. Rules are still the same old one : read and go ^^

LOVES.